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I thought the pandemic would end this year, but it's not like that at all. PSBB is resumed (cluster 2). There are many positive ones in my home area, where is the important place again. Many dreams and goals in 2020 have failed including caves, plans to climb the mountain are just talk. Plans, plans, plans eventually become piles of plans who don't know when they will come true. It's not that I'm specific, but the fact is that in the cave environment, there are masks in every area, there are always ambulances, either to bury the bodies or to refer them to other hospitals. Is it because my house is near the Kali Hospital, so it's an ambulance, I don't know. Then my high school friends invited me to play, my friend Ling-ling invited me to play even though the house was very close to the river. It's just a different RT but it's still hard to meet if you're already in different schools. But, I'm confused with my mom, she wants to sell agai...

  What is the purpose of life? It's been a few months since the pandemic. I'm thinking what is the purpose of my life, what do I want to do, what should I do? Are you all confused? To the extent that I search on google and youtube "how to find the purpose of life or how to determine the purpose of life," the results come out several videos I open I study until I've been to 3 diary books I still can't find and don't understand the purpose of my life. So far, I live fine, I'm happy that my physical needs are met. It turns out that I just realized that my psychological needs haven't been met, so it's like there's something stuck in my life. After I studied it again, I found 3 human needs psychologically, not just physically, if only physically, you feel empty, just do those things every day. Namely 3 human needs 1. Purpose 2. Mastery 3. Autonomy If you haven't found and given your psychological needs, you won't find your pu...

I just want to tell you a little about yesterday, today September 1, 2020, welcome to the new month, hopefully, new things always come, the good always comes and the bad goes slowly. Bad good can't be separated, sorry I forgot. I started school again 2 weeks ago, if I'm not mistaken, 2x a week, so it's up to us, how many times a week you want because I'm already in grade 12, so I'm focused on taking the exam and UPK, so it's the theory, practice like that. I'm grateful that I can go to school again, I'm not stressed at home doing it again and over and over again for the past 3 months. I can have more money, even if it's only a little, it's also student pocket money, right? Actually, in 2 weeks my laptop test is broken, I haven't been paid, this cellphone is broken, it makes me think so when I'm awake I'm tired, but when I remember I always say to myself "Your burden is not that big, there are many people who are more ...

Tuesday, July 28, 2020, is the happiest day in my opinion in the last five years. And now it's turned into a fun day, it's the day I climb the mountain. Either I'm too excited or I'm too excited about the mountains I'm going to. Even though it was my first time to go up the mountain in August. On the day Indonesia celebrates its independence. The lack of mental, physical, money, and tools is one of the challenges for me. Only the blessing of my parents has made me confident. Because parents are the key to the success and smoothness of a child's journey. I was touched when my parents allowed me to take the first steps I took in 2020. I couldn't say anything because my parents usually forbade me to do this, even if my clothes were arranged by my parents, you don't believe it, do you? So I don't want to waste this opportunity. Take your first step, it may be difficult but if it is accompanied by patience everything will be easy. I hope it...

Hello, back to me again, yesterday a few days ago I was sick. Maybe it's because you're tired. After all, you clean the house all day and play with your friends until late at night. I think in June, July, August there are a lot of birthdays that can be twice a week or two weeks after that there are others who have birthdays. And I thought, am I the oldest of them all? Well, it doesn't matter either. Oh yes, happy birthday to Dinda and the sultan, my friend, I hope the best for you. Wanted to tell a little story today, he said that Thursday, August 6, 2020, I will return to school, but it was postponed again due to a review. I don't know what I don't understand. I'm tired of studying at home, most of the time I don't understand, so my sister doesn't want to zoom when it's time to zoom, she says "what's wrong with using zoom, I don't understand, it's better to go to school" Yes, I understand very well because I also fe...

I always feel if I go to bed after midnight it means that something is wrong with me. And that's true. I had mild depression again. It comes back again and again. Either because I feel upset or because there are many problems at home. Emphasis is not the hug I get trying to hold on even though it's hard. My heart still clings to God. Only God can make me calm again apart from my parents because indeed God gave it and God gave the antidote. If you think about it, new people come and go after his departure. He just pissed me off for four years :) waiting for hope. Endless hope. Waiting for an unanswered answer. Waiting for certainty that is not clear. Try it if you are in a relationship like that, just get over it. There's no end you're just wasting time. You are bound by it, your tormented feelings. Don't be afraid to feel lost, because the feeling of loss is only for a moment. Your heart needs a break to heal. Don't be too hard on yourself. Because i...

Sometimes what looks good is not always good Sometimes what looks bad isn't always bad. Never see people from the caver. Humans are processes. To change himself for the better. Sometimes I like to be confused about why people like to look down on one eye, don't you think what you look at in one eye can turn into a diamond. Greetings petrichor Just right after the rain