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I just want to tell you a little about yesterday, today September 1, 2020, welcome to the new month, hopefully, new things always come, the good always comes and the bad goes slowly.




Bad good can't be separated, sorry I forgot. I started school again 2 weeks ago, if I'm not mistaken, 2x a week, so it's up to us, how many times a week you want because I'm already in grade 12, so I'm focused on taking the exam and UPK, so it's the theory, practice like that.




I'm grateful that I can go to school again, I'm not stressed at home doing it again and over and over again for the past 3 months. I can have more money, even if it's only a little, it's also student pocket money, right? Actually, in 2 weeks my laptop test is broken, I haven't been paid, this cellphone is broken, it makes me think so when I'm awake I'm tired, but when I remember I always say to myself "Your burden is not that big, there are many people who are more difficult than you, so Lo should be grateful and keep the spirit to live in the future"


Sometimes being strong is the best you can do, but being strong for yourself is really hard, only recently have I started to accept myself because if we don't believe in and love ourselves, who else? The parents are sure.




Just like that, it's still early, I have to fix it, I'll get scolded by mama again

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