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Bismillah



Tuesday, July 28, 2020, is the happiest day in my opinion in the last five years.


And now it's turned into a fun day, it's the day I climb the mountain. Either I'm too excited or I'm too excited about the mountains I'm going to.


Even though it was my first time to go up the mountain in August. On the day Indonesia celebrates its independence.


The lack of mental, physical, money, and tools is one of the challenges for me. Only the blessing of my parents has made me confident. Because parents are the key to the success and smoothness of a child's journey.


I was touched when my parents allowed me to take the first steps I took in 2020. I couldn't say anything because my parents usually forbade me to do this, even if my clothes were arranged by my parents, you don't believe it, do you?


So I don't want to waste this opportunity. Take your first step, it may be difficult but if it is accompanied by patience everything will be easy.


I hope it's okay and it goes as smoothly as I planned.

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