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I always feel if I go to bed after midnight it means that something is wrong with me. And that's true. I had mild depression again. It comes back again and again. Either because I feel upset or because there are many problems at home.

Emphasis is not the hug I get trying to hold on even though it's hard. My heart still clings to God. Only God can make me calm again apart from my parents because indeed God gave it and God gave the antidote.

If you think about it, new people come and go after his departure. He just pissed me off for four years :) waiting for hope. Endless hope. Waiting for an unanswered answer. Waiting for certainty that is not clear.

Try it if you are in a relationship like that, just get over it. There's no end you're just wasting time. You are bound by it, your tormented feelings.

Don't be afraid to feel lost, because the feeling of loss is only for a moment.

Your heart needs a break to heal. Don't be too hard on yourself. Because if you are too hard, you will also be hurt. So stop expecting people who don't want to be with you.