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Today I just watched an Indonesian film whose title is imperfect, there I learned how to love myself. From those who were always insecure and always felt lacking, finally, now they can accept themselves a little more, but that's okay, everything needs a process :) . I realize that humans are diverse and beautiful doesn't have to be white, beautiful doesn't have to be tall, beautiful doesn't have to be slim, and beautiful doesn't have to listen to what people say. Remember that beauty is diverse. I or you who are reading this, you are a beautiful version of yourself. and I just realized one more thing, that beauty standard doesn't exist, remember that beauty standard NO one thinks that beauty standards exist, it means that person is not grateful for what God has given him. God gave this body to be loved not to be whipped when you hear other people's words. turn insecure into grateful. disini gua hanya menyampaikan pendapat gua. jadi mohon maaf sek...

hello back again with cave Nisa, actually there is no need for the word that people who read can also be counted on the fingers but it's okay I write here not to be seen by many people but to remove the confusion in my head. Lately, I always feel useless in any way, whether at school, at home, in friendship circles. I don't know what I'm doing and why I'm doing it.   I'm confused, I'm really confused about what I like, what I don't like. So feel like a waste of time, a waste of money. His job is just playing hang out with friends who have piled up assignments. Even though the exam was canceled, why did my head feel like it was going to burst? I don't know why I'm writing here again after a long time of not writing. I'm quite surprised at myself and CONFUSED why I can't consistently do one job. Even though I promised myself "let's write again 3 times a week, it's okay as long as you can make art" but what is this?...

I thought the pandemic would end this year, but it's not like that at all. PSBB is resumed (cluster 2). There are many positive ones in my home area, where is the important place again. Many dreams and goals in 2020 have failed including caves, plans to climb the mountain are just talk. Plans, plans, plans eventually become piles of plans who don't know when they will come true. It's not that I'm specific, but the fact is that in the cave environment, there are masks in every area, there are always ambulances, either to bury the bodies or to refer them to other hospitals. Is it because my house is near the Kali Hospital, so it's an ambulance, I don't know. Then my high school friends invited me to play, my friend Ling-ling invited me to play even though the house was very close to the river. It's just a different RT but it's still hard to meet if you're already in different schools. But, I'm confused with my mom, she wants to sell agai...

  What is the purpose of life? It's been a few months since the pandemic. I'm thinking what is the purpose of my life, what do I want to do, what should I do? Are you all confused? To the extent that I search on google and youtube "how to find the purpose of life or how to determine the purpose of life," the results come out several videos I open I study until I've been to 3 diary books I still can't find and don't understand the purpose of my life. So far, I live fine, I'm happy that my physical needs are met. It turns out that I just realized that my psychological needs haven't been met, so it's like there's something stuck in my life. After I studied it again, I found 3 human needs psychologically, not just physically, if only physically, you feel empty, just do those things every day. Namely 3 human needs 1. Purpose 2. Mastery 3. Autonomy If you haven't found and given your psychological needs, you won't find your pu...

I just want to tell you a little about yesterday, today September 1, 2020, welcome to the new month, hopefully, new things always come, the good always comes and the bad goes slowly. Bad good can't be separated, sorry I forgot. I started school again 2 weeks ago, if I'm not mistaken, 2x a week, so it's up to us, how many times a week you want because I'm already in grade 12, so I'm focused on taking the exam and UPK, so it's the theory, practice like that. I'm grateful that I can go to school again, I'm not stressed at home doing it again and over and over again for the past 3 months. I can have more money, even if it's only a little, it's also student pocket money, right? Actually, in 2 weeks my laptop test is broken, I haven't been paid, this cellphone is broken, it makes me think so when I'm awake I'm tired, but when I remember I always say to myself "Your burden is not that big, there are many people who are more ...

Tuesday, July 28, 2020, is the happiest day in my opinion in the last five years. And now it's turned into a fun day, it's the day I climb the mountain. Either I'm too excited or I'm too excited about the mountains I'm going to. Even though it was my first time to go up the mountain in August. On the day Indonesia celebrates its independence. The lack of mental, physical, money, and tools is one of the challenges for me. Only the blessing of my parents has made me confident. Because parents are the key to the success and smoothness of a child's journey. I was touched when my parents allowed me to take the first steps I took in 2020. I couldn't say anything because my parents usually forbade me to do this, even if my clothes were arranged by my parents, you don't believe it, do you? So I don't want to waste this opportunity. Take your first step, it may be difficult but if it is accompanied by patience everything will be easy. I hope it...

Hello, back to me again, yesterday a few days ago I was sick. Maybe it's because you're tired. After all, you clean the house all day and play with your friends until late at night. I think in June, July, August there are a lot of birthdays that can be twice a week or two weeks after that there are others who have birthdays. And I thought, am I the oldest of them all? Well, it doesn't matter either. Oh yes, happy birthday to Dinda and the sultan, my friend, I hope the best for you. Wanted to tell a little story today, he said that Thursday, August 6, 2020, I will return to school, but it was postponed again due to a review. I don't know what I don't understand. I'm tired of studying at home, most of the time I don't understand, so my sister doesn't want to zoom when it's time to zoom, she says "what's wrong with using zoom, I don't understand, it's better to go to school" Yes, I understand very well because I also fe...