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  those people will not be able to trust and love you if you can't believe and love yourself first.   -ca-

  What is heartbreak? Abandoned by a loved one? Breakup? Cheated on? We are not one of those three. We haven't started anything yet but I'm already feeling lost. It turned out that high expectations made me sick, hoping to be together but impossible. I always remember our story and the rain is a witness to our story. I love you. Am I wrong? I don't really want to be like this either. I realized one thing, it turns out that feelings can't be guessed and can't determine who we want and what we want. If this heart could choose, now you are mine. But in fact you belong to him, it's okay that's your choice. Disappointment was imprinted because the trust was lost. You close this story, as if nothing happened. You started it and you ended it too? These sweet memories will always be in my diary. And this feeling is getting more and more indescribable. I am grateful, I realize that you are not the best. Time is evil as long as I've been waiting for yo...

I doubt yes I doubt you. with you or not with you just the same a heart that is traumatized by the past never healed What is this? karma or trials of life? why is everyone doing the problem is always this self is wrong? I'm human too This heart is made of membranes even softer than layers skin. I'm also a human who wants feel the feeling of being loved sincerely not with lies. I'm here learning how to open myself to accept everything what happened four years ago imprint. I don't know how to cure it but I keep on and try to open up and accept fill this world. you are one of the people who help me out of all this problem. but I doubt you I hope God isn't wrong present a must-have I accept. you wish you the best.   -ca-

Kata-kata down paling menyakitkan? Word is the smallest unit of language that can stand alone. Down in English means down. So I think the word down is a word that can bring someone down with that word. That's my opinion if you have other options it's okay. I've also been down with other people's words. I think that person is jealous of you, or what you have. Sirik means that the person is not capable of what you can achieve or have. Appreciate your hard work, don't get hung up on what other people say. Because you are the one who works hard and other people don't have the right to comment about yourself, keep yourself motivated :) .  you don't need to listen to people like that. But if the comments pierce the heart, how can we accept them? It hurts right? If you review it again, you filter it into words of motivation or words of the self remainder for you. Indeed, sometimes life has to be commented on so that we can move forward and not be fixate...

About leaving or being abandoned I don't think there is anything good between the two choices because they are both painful and happy. They all have their share of pain or pleasure. We live with choices every day, whether small or big. Everything has a choice.

Today is exactly the 19th of Ramadan, and everyone should be getting ready for bed, instead, I just woke up from sleep, really a messy bedtime, since there was this epidemic, I've been at home for less than two months and this makes me confused, I don't know what to do. Btw tomorrow I have an exam at home, today is the second day of the exam and the lesson is math uhh.. for sure tomorrow mom will teach me a test with a 7-octave tone, it's useless ah, sleep in the morning, you will wake up. And now I'm confused about what to do.... the list of dramas is already there, the list of novels is also confused about which one to go first. Everything is good. It makes you think, makes you critical, but you're so bored at home. And that's just the routine. Done quickly corona. Eid comes to Corona and goes away.. amen... Since menstruation, sleep is getting more and more unclear, like it's hard to sleep regularly again. It's stuck, sleep at 9, wake up at half pa...

sometimes I like to forget we are nothing. sometimes I like to forget you're just a friend, yes just a friend. and always will be. I wrote this not what I expected and made a code for you. I write this so that I realize that we are nothing. Even though you already know this feeling, it still feels the same. Nothing will change because we are just friends. Remember we are just friends. she can only wait. uncertain waiting. yes like you. although not sure women will still wait for him. Do you know why? because if a woman has fallen in love she will still fall in love with that object and always be loyal to that object. Yes, the object is you. No matter how sincere my love for you is, it will never be reciprocated. because I am sincere for you and sincere you are for him. it does not matter. I don't charge. You are present and always reply to my chat, I'm already happy. Thank you for always being there not because you've always been. -ca-

Don't you know that when I'm not doing anything, my mind is all over the place and you know? In the end, it's up to you. Where else are you trying? I only think about you. Because you have given me words that I will never forget. And why do I keep remembering? Because the words were not conveyed directly by you. Why should I hear those words from someone else? You are a coward. You are the one who starts but you are also the one who ends and through the intermediary. You and I are in a relationship, why should he end it? That's always been a question in my mind all along. But, from this, I learned that the word goodbye is not a word to say goodbye but to start everything from scratch. Thank you, you have taught me a lot of valuable lessons. The lesson that made me who used to be weak to everything is now strong to face anything. Even if it's not all... For you to take good care of yourself there, I always pray that you stay healthy and quickly get rid of...

I'm studying, learning about how to let go, learning how to control emotions, and learning to be sincere about what God has outlined. It's all easy to hear and accept the ears of many people but difficult to do. Sincere. Is it good to be called? Magic words but in fact, it's hard to do, it's really hard to accept what God has outlined. Yes, I know God gave me that line so that when God gave me a heavier line I wouldn't fall back. God is good. God loves his strong people. The essence of the line from this article is God knows what is best for his people, God wants his people to always learn from all the lines he gives and God wants his people to sincerely accept all the lines he sets.   Sincerity is a magic word that is difficult to do -ca-