janji ini yang terakhir tentang kamu, jadi selamat tinggal.

Don't you know that when I'm not doing anything, my mind is all over the place and you know? In the end, it's up to you. Where else are you trying? I only think about you.

Because you have given me words that I will never forget. And why do I keep remembering? Because the words were not conveyed directly by you.

Why should I hear those words from someone else? You are a coward. You are the one who starts but you are also the one who ends and through the intermediary.

You and I are in a relationship, why should he end it? That's always been a question in my mind all along.

But, from this, I learned that the word goodbye is not a word to say goodbye but to start everything from scratch.

Thank you, you have taught me a lot of valuable lessons. The lesson that made me who used to be weak to everything is now strong to face anything. Even if it's not all...

For you to take good care of yourself there, I always pray that you stay healthy and quickly get rid of the disease you are experiencing. And one more thing, don't hurt the one you choose now.

This promise is the last one about you. So, goodbye to you. -ca-

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