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Today is exactly the 19th of Ramadan, and everyone should be getting ready for bed, instead, I just woke up from sleep, really a messy bedtime, since there was this epidemic, I've been at home for less than two months and this makes me confused, I don't know what to do.

Btw tomorrow I have an exam at home, today is the second day of the exam and the lesson is math
uhh.. for sure tomorrow mom will teach me a test with a 7-octave tone, it's useless ah, sleep in the morning, you will wake up.


And now I'm confused about what to do.... the list of dramas is already there, the list of novels is also confused about which one to go first. Everything is good. It makes you think, makes you critical, but you're so bored at home. And that's just the routine. Done quickly corona. Eid comes to Corona and goes away.. amen...

Since menstruation, sleep is getting more and more unclear, like it's hard to sleep regularly again. It's stuck, sleep at 9, wake up at half past 4 for sahur, it's really difficult, those who are open are sleepy and then sleep, wake up at 2 after that until noon can't sleep again. In the evening, I was able to sleep. Just like that, keep going until corona goes we don't know if I'm reading this, what a real mess, hahaha I suddenly remembered to write here casually. Well, I want to continue reading the novel first, bye, good night to those who have slept..



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