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lagi pengen make foto park soe joon. bnsj❤️❣️ I want to make a photo of Park Soe Joon. bnsj❤️❣️ Friday, December eighteen, two thousand and twenty, it is now 23:26 WIB. I'm sleepy but I can't sleep. I've tried to put the brakes on to sleep but it still looks like something is stuck and I need to write it down. Even though I've listened to music, after watching drakor, I'm still sleepy but can't sleep yesterday Wednesday sixteen December two thousand and twenty I finished the trial 🙏 thank God it went smoothly even though there was a bit of a stammer. I swear before the trial my thoughts were very mixed. even though I've tried to make positive thinking, but the worry is still there. The trial time was postponed to 10 o'clock. Previously, it was 9 o'clock because my teacher had other needs. but the four of us came from 8 o'clock the oath was very intentional. because there is no preparation whatsoever. we are notified by the trial afte...

                            happy sweet seventeen aura✨🎉❣️ .                                aura dan anita  .                                pas di ceplok hehehe                                        ini akuuu  every pain there must be a cure holla, finally I'm back to writing again, I want to tell a little story about last week's chaos, hmm yep, last week I had a repeat and yesterday was my 18th bir...

hi December I don't want to have any hope this month, afraid of getting sick. oh yeah, it's raining today when it's 8:08 pm I like the rain, I like it so much that every time it rains I can't always play in the rain with other kids. I don't know why it's not allowed, the more I'm restrained the more I want to find out what's not allowed in my life. Is it because my immune system is weak? ah, but I don't know ah. But when I was in middle school or high school, it kept raining, I always took the opportunity to play in the rain hehehehe, even though I knew when I got home I would get scolded by my mother, which I memorized "People wait for it to subside before going, deliberately, who's sick when they're sick those who are troublesome" continue to "really love to look for diseases" that oath will never forget until now, and there are always those words interrupted by mom's nagging. I'm sorry, your child wa...

Today I just watched an Indonesian film whose title is imperfect, there I learned how to love myself. From those who were always insecure and always felt lacking, finally, now they can accept themselves a little more, but that's okay, everything needs a process :) . I realize that humans are diverse and beautiful doesn't have to be white, beautiful doesn't have to be tall, beautiful doesn't have to be slim, and beautiful doesn't have to listen to what people say. Remember that beauty is diverse. I or you who are reading this, you are a beautiful version of yourself. and I just realized one more thing, that beauty standard doesn't exist, remember that beauty standard NO one thinks that beauty standards exist, it means that person is not grateful for what God has given him. God gave this body to be loved not to be whipped when you hear other people's words. turn insecure into grateful. disini gua hanya menyampaikan pendapat gua. jadi mohon maaf sek...

hello back again with cave Nisa, actually there is no need for the word that people who read can also be counted on the fingers but it's okay I write here not to be seen by many people but to remove the confusion in my head. Lately, I always feel useless in any way, whether at school, at home, in friendship circles. I don't know what I'm doing and why I'm doing it.   I'm confused, I'm really confused about what I like, what I don't like. So feel like a waste of time, a waste of money. His job is just playing hang out with friends who have piled up assignments. Even though the exam was canceled, why did my head feel like it was going to burst? I don't know why I'm writing here again after a long time of not writing. I'm quite surprised at myself and CONFUSED why I can't consistently do one job. Even though I promised myself "let's write again 3 times a week, it's okay as long as you can make art" but what is this?...

I thought the pandemic would end this year, but it's not like that at all. PSBB is resumed (cluster 2). There are many positive ones in my home area, where is the important place again. Many dreams and goals in 2020 have failed including caves, plans to climb the mountain are just talk. Plans, plans, plans eventually become piles of plans who don't know when they will come true. It's not that I'm specific, but the fact is that in the cave environment, there are masks in every area, there are always ambulances, either to bury the bodies or to refer them to other hospitals. Is it because my house is near the Kali Hospital, so it's an ambulance, I don't know. Then my high school friends invited me to play, my friend Ling-ling invited me to play even though the house was very close to the river. It's just a different RT but it's still hard to meet if you're already in different schools. But, I'm confused with my mom, she wants to sell agai...

  What is the purpose of life? It's been a few months since the pandemic. I'm thinking what is the purpose of my life, what do I want to do, what should I do? Are you all confused? To the extent that I search on google and youtube "how to find the purpose of life or how to determine the purpose of life," the results come out several videos I open I study until I've been to 3 diary books I still can't find and don't understand the purpose of my life. So far, I live fine, I'm happy that my physical needs are met. It turns out that I just realized that my psychological needs haven't been met, so it's like there's something stuck in my life. After I studied it again, I found 3 human needs psychologically, not just physically, if only physically, you feel empty, just do those things every day. Namely 3 human needs 1. Purpose 2. Mastery 3. Autonomy If you haven't found and given your psychological needs, you won't find your pu...