haii desember.

hi December

I don't want to have any hope this month, afraid of getting sick. oh yeah, it's raining today when it's 8:08 pm I like the rain, I like it so much that every time it rains I can't always play in the rain with other kids. I don't know why it's not allowed, the more I'm restrained the more I want to find out what's not allowed in my life. Is it because my immune system is weak? ah, but I don't know ah.

But when I was in middle school or high school, it kept raining, I always took the opportunity to play in the rain hehehehe, even though I knew when I got home I would get scolded by my mother, which I memorized "People wait for it to subside before going, deliberately, who's sick when they're sick those who are troublesome" continue to "really love to look for diseases" that oath will never forget until now, and there are always those words interrupted by mom's nagging. I'm sorry, your child wants to play in the rain too.

I like the smell of the earth that has been hit by the rain, the smell is just so unique, it's like there's nothing that can replace it with another smell. After all, the name smells good, right? I dunno I'm confused too. until I discovered the term "petrichor" is a typical smell of freshly exposed earth rainwater. for some reason, I can find the term on google. I forgot hehe

Rain sometimes makes me sad, sad because every time it rains I always get into trouble. There's just bad news that comes when it rains. It doesn't mean that rain is a problem in my life. it's not like that, and well I don't know how many times I've gone without permission from home, you can say (run away hehe)

it's raining, thank you, today I want to cry all the time :)

the rain knows the place when it is placed in the right place