Langsung ke konten utama

belum waktunya. :'((

 



gua seneng bercampur sedih waktu kemarin karena gua dapet panggilan dari rumah sakit A cuma gua lagi sakit, badan gua panas, badan gua semuanya pada sakit. kepala berat, batuk, pilek. pokoknya sakit banget waktu kemarin. awalnya gua pagi-pagi udah gapapa fine-fine aja. mandi, sarapan biasa. ternyata kemarin pagi tuh hujan derass banget. gua berangkat hujan-hujanan. kepala gua mulai sakit tuh, di jalan. sekitar 8:30 wib gua nyampe rumah sakit A badan gua mulai menggigil cuma gak mengigil banget. masih bisa gua tahan lah, gak lama kemudian gua di suruh isi biodata gitu lengkap banget. setelah itu gua masih di suruh nunggu sampe jam 9:45 gua udah gak tahan banget karena mulai kepala gua sakit banget, badan gua panas banget, napas gua udah panas. hidung gua meler, punggung gua sakit semua, gua bilang ke mama gua, eh gua di suruh pulang. tapi gua mikirr lagi, nyari kerja tuh susah ink kesempatan banget kan lulusan smk kaya gua dibutuhin di rs walaupun cuma 3 bulan. OH IYA setelah gua pikir-pikir lagi ternyata gua lupa minum obat pagi, udahlah makanya badan gua sakit gua kambuh lagi udah gitu kehujanan. 

dan akhirnya gua pulang, di angkot gua bener-bener nahan sakit banget, sampe orang-orang ngeliatin gua, karena mata gua merah keluar air gitu yang tadinya bukan nangis karena badan panas aja, ini jadi nangis karena ngerasain badan sakit nauzubillah kehujanan lagi pulang-pulang-pulangnya dan gak jadi kerja ada rasa kesel, sedih, ditambah badan sakit banget, campur aduk banget deh. allah tuh lagi ngasi yang gimana sih sampe gua gak jadi kerja terus. allah nyiapin yang sespesial apa sampe gua belum kerja sampe sekarang, gua udah apply sana sini tapi tetep aja panggilan gak ada sama sekali. 

yallah saya pengen kerja, saya pengen nabung buat kuliah ya allah. kali ini aja kabulin doa saya. 

Komentar

Postingan populer dari blog ini

ikhlas.

I'm studying, learning about how to let go, learning how to control emotions, and learning to be sincere about what God has outlined. It's all easy to hear and accept the ears of many people but difficult to do. Sincere. Is it good to be called? Magic words but in fact, it's hard to do, it's really hard to accept what God has outlined. Yes, I know God gave me that line so that when God gave me a heavier line I wouldn't fall back. God is good. God loves his strong people. The essence of the line from this article is God knows what is best for his people, God wants his people to always learn from all the lines he gives and God wants his people to sincerely accept all the lines he sets.   Sincerity is a magic word that is difficult to do -ca-

The most painful words?

Kata-kata down paling menyakitkan? Word is the smallest unit of language that can stand alone. Down in English means down. So I think the word down is a word that can bring someone down with that word. That's my opinion if you have other options it's okay. I've also been down with other people's words. I think that person is jealous of you, or what you have. Sirik means that the person is not capable of what you can achieve or have. Appreciate your hard work, don't get hung up on what other people say. Because you are the one who works hard and other people don't have the right to comment about yourself, keep yourself motivated :) .  you don't need to listen to people like that. But if the comments pierce the heart, how can we accept them? It hurts right? If you review it again, you filter it into words of motivation or words of the self remainder for you. Indeed, sometimes life has to be commented on so that we can move forward and not be fixate...

buat kamu im

  rasanya masih sama, perasaan aku masih sama seperti tahun kemarin. tapi kayanya kamu gak sama ya. padahal aku berharap kita bisa sama sama kaya kemarin. ahh iyaiya. rasanya masih kemarin tapi kamu udah sama dia.  aku dengan diriku hehe. aku boleh jahat gak sih. tapi aku bingung harus buat jahat gimana. gak tau harus gimana gitu. yaa.. sebenrnya gak harus gimana-gimana cukup diam dan liat kamu sama dia. tubuh aku gapapa liat kamu sama  dia, tapi hati aku gak terima gimana dong?.  jujur aku belum bisa lupa, walaupun cuma sebentar ya. menurut aku cukup berkesan. karena disitu aku baru bisa buka hati kembali dan di patahkan sama kamu. padahal aku gak berfikir kamu gak akan patahin hati aku. ternyata sama aja..  tapi aku lega sih, kamu bisa nemuin orang yang bikin kamu bahagia. yang bisa bikin kamu nyaman, bikin kamu ketawa, bikin kamu sayang sama diri kamu. kan kalo sama aku kebalikannya. kata kamu kita gak sinckron. aku bingung gak sinckron gimana. padahal aku ng...