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semangat nisa🥺🖤✨




 selama ini gua gak pernah macem-macem soal cowo apa gimana ya. kecuali, pas smp dah gua gila banget sama korea jadi kriteria gua termasuk kaya oppa-oppa korea dan ajhusi. 


makin kesini makin gua nyaman lo nyaman ayo pacaran. tapi, gak ada anjing. gak ada yang mau sama gue. selalu mandang fisik bilang ketinggian lah, lo bukan tipe gua. 


ya begitulah intinya fucek sangat. akhir-akhir ini gua lagi gak mood banget nulis, cuman gua pengen banget jadi penulis internasional. 


dan gimana caranye kalo mau jadi penulis internasional kalo gua nya aja males buat nulis? hellow nisa?! r u crazy bitcj?!


eum, gua akhir-akhir ini lagi sering banget banding-bandingin diri sama temen seumuran atau diatasnya atau di bawah nya gua. 


mereka semua pada kerja sedangkan gua engga, mereka bisa pergi sana sini tanpa mikirin duit gua harus berbulan² dulu ngumpulin duit baru bisa pergi.


mereka bisa beli apa yang mereka mau tanpa liat harga, sedangkan gua mikir buat makan entar siang apa ya. gausa besok buat entar siang aja bingung. 


hidup gua emang kaya gini ya? gapapa deh gua terima. 


suka terbesit pikiran kaya gitu kalo abis main. tapi suka gak dibawa pusing. abis kepikiran ya buang, dari pada jadi penyakit hati. mending intropeksi diri.


tapi sebenrnya gua bersyukur banget hidup kaya gini, masih punya orang tua lengkap, tempat tidur ada walaupun masih rame² sama adek, ada kucing yang bikin gua seneng. 


gapapa mungkin ini takdir gue, hidup gue seperti gua terima. 


terimakasih nisa udah bisa survive sampe detik ini, berjuang sampe detik ini. pokok nisa harus tetep semangat. lo harus semangat cari kerja biar bisa bahagiain keluarga lu. aamiin yaallah. 

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