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beatiful night




Now on October 08, 2021, at 3:13 pm I'm still writing the Korean language module.


last night around 10 o'clock if I'm not mistaken I replied to Loren's status I swear for what I'm really stupid huh.


even though I promised myself to forget him because he likes my friend.


When I replied to Loren's Whatsapp status, I didn't think about it, just commenting like that. and I don't expect to get a reply from him.


because the last time I started an appointment with myself to forget him, I made status and he replied to my status and I didn't reply at all until the 7th yesterday.


and yeah at night I responded and chatted until now. we talk about each other's lonely selves and throw codes at each other.


ahh but I don't know what the code is or not. The point is, last night's chat was really deep, it hit my heart so much that I fell asleep while waiting for her reply.


god if he's the best be close. if he is bad change him as I want him

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