life is the choice

Today is my day of rest. I don't do anything all day. in the morning, only tutoring and helping mom for a while.

noon at 12 o'clock I slept and until the midday prayer was around two o'clock or less I also woke up because I forgot to pray.

It's dangerous, if you don't sleep, don't pray, then you don't wake up again, it's scary, astaghfirullah ya Allah. hahaha

It's late now and I just made a to-do list for tomorrow. quite busy because today just relax hehe.

Fyi, I was talking about my college with my mom. My mom and dad want me to continue with the health analysis.

But, I want to take English literature. very far. I keep thinking like this.

did I take both of them for 4 years and after 4 years I got 2 titles. The title my parents want and the title I want.

I said this to my mom, 'I want to study analyst again, but I also want to take English literature

then mama casually replied 'okay if you can brain, physically and money'

I'm ready if during the week I'm full or I'm busy taking care of 2 colleges. because it's a busy college with a clear goal. In the end, when I graduate, I get two degrees. Just pray for the money, he's physically healthy. and the brain can.

amen.

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