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i could never understand how???

 why does this feeling never reach the owner, what did I do wrong in the past?. always in vain, why am I not destined to fall in love??


I feel my feelings are in vain. and after my feelings were in vain and not reciprocated, I felt that I didn't deserve anyone.


I feel that I am useless in this world. I'm also confused as to why I'm like this. I should focus on my small goals.



I'm not hypocrite and I can't lie. I need someone who supports other than my parents. And as long as you all know that my parents didn't allow me to study abroad.


so it just feels empty, everyone doesn't know what I want. Everyone doesn't understand what I want, even though I've told you slowly.


"Mah, I want this, yes, it's free, how come it's free, I just need the money in the document" I said yes, but I politely refused.


I don't know why my way of thinking is not clear, I don't have a definite direction.


everyone is the same

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