bacotan nisaa

 I am aware of one thing, one very better thing, I am very aware that feelings cannot be forced.

I should have known from the start. but, I'm aware. Like I said from the start, feelings can't be forced, Nisa :)

You have to step back, back away from this reality. going forward also not necessarily him wants to be with you nisa. You don't have to force things that are not your destiny.

Why do I always have to be like this, I like people, people never like me back. what am I missing? smart? beautiful? White?

It's hard to accept my situation as it is. what do you want? Nowadays, all people always look at the physical, right?

Honestly, I've never seen it physically or not. because handsome does not necessarily have a good attitude. handsome is not necessarily good, handsome is not necessarily the same frequency.

handsome is not necessarily a believer. ah, many things are handsome, the main thing is the test. and I also do not see from his throne treasure. I see someone from his business.

how passionate he is to make the people he loves happy. because I  believe that effort equals results.

this conversation is going everywhere, right at first, we were talking about why he became my criteria for a guy HAHAHAHA.