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selamat sahur hari terakhir yaa, dan mohon maaf lahir dan batin :)


today is the last suhoor in 2021. It's mixed, I don't know whether to be happy or sad, I'm happy because it's towards the day of victory, namely Eid al-Fitr.

while it's sad because I'm afraid I won't be able to get the fasting month of Eid next year again. We don't know where we are. can you please? tomorrow? the day after tomorrow? next week? next month next year? no one knows right?

and all this time, I always thought that my behavior was not correct with the people closest to me. and indeed, whether we want to be good or not, we have to keep trying to be the best.
even though in the eyes of people who hate ourselves we are still wrong, still do good things.

I don't know from whom we can get kindness (reciprocity) even though it's not from the people we treat. any good thing yes in any aspect.

I don't know what else to write because I'm really in a complicated mind, because I woke up late at set 1 because the people at home were so noisy.


I want to say minal aidzin walfaizin, sorry to be born and inner heart for all who read this :).

good morning <3


annisa syahrani.

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