Langsung ke konten utama

makna tak bermakna





hello come back with me nisa.. how are you all? is it okay? I swear I'm not fine. I want to tell you a lot, I'm just really tired these two weeks I've been at school for a full day, just imagine. Chasing grades for graduation, I'm already really tired, then I speak up when I say I'm tired like I was being scolded in disdain during the study of the material, I kept quiet.


Now is the time for me to speak to myself. It's like being patient, just a little bit more, how come, be patient, this is for the sake of grades. It's like that and when I'm tired of talking to myself, even though I'm deep in my heart, I'm writing here because blogs have become a medium for my thoughts, basically everything.


And just so you know, I'm still wearing the same clothes as this morning at school, because I came home at 18.00 again. that's also because later on, me and my friends, I finished the presentation at 3 and the situation was about to rain.


I came home late at night because I was waiting for the rain to stop, but it didn't let up, so we played around in the classroom, oh yeah, btw, I'm with Nita, Adha, Ule, Arya, Kiwil, Sultan, if I'm not mistaken, that's all. We take selfies and tell the teacher it's that's the point.


and when it was getting late, my friends asked me to go home, finally, I went home and it turned out that there was me I couldn't pick up and there was one friend of mine, bae bet, who wanted to pick me up HAHAHAHAHAHA we're the same again not fasting. the first photo is of Arya who picks me up...




that's all today. because I haven't showered, haven't prayed and others are still in front of the laptop. clean the body after it sleeps.




bye




keep it up <3




keep it happy <3




greetings dear <3




nisa :)

Komentar

Postingan populer dari blog ini

dream big, pray bigger.

hello, I'm back with me, nisa, yes, it's been a long time since I wrote. In February this year, Masha Allah, I have a very busy schedule, I'm just like an artist, hahaha. Yes, it's tight with today's practice exam schedule for practice exam videos + study for tomorrow's exam and so on until tomorrow is the last chemistry practice exam, please pray for me that my exam will go smoothly tomorrow Amen And now I'm just about to write again. I want to tell you a little story about what I'm going through I'm confused about where to start the story. because it concerns my future see. So from the beginning, I was insecure when I saw my friends join, even the list of names was included in the eligible snmptn students while I didn't participate, the list or even my name was not included in the eligible students. You know what I feel, soo, I must be sad, I cry, I'm grumpy, I'm in a bad mood again. I don't think there's any spirit ...

My new Challange | Day one

halo kembali lagi sama gue. hohoii hari ini hari pertama gua ngejalanin my new challange. rasanya campur aduk banget. sebenernya tuh ini biasa gua lakuin cuma. jarang-jarang gitu. nanti gua jalanin entar engga gitu. jadi sekarang mau gua jadi my routine semoga aja konsisten dan jadi my routine. aamiin  tadi pagi gua pertama ngejalanin baca buku 10 lembar. nah biasanya gua awal-awal tuh 5 lembar abis itu bertahap satu bab / hari. eh lama kelamaan bosen jadi sehari lebih baik 10 lembar aja. gak banyak gak dikit tapi cukup menantang.  setelah itu gua journaling, awal tahun 2022 gua rajin journaling sampe akhir bulan januari. eh makin kesini rasanya males jadi gua mau memulai lagi, karena setelah journaling tu makin makin bersyukur sama hal-hal kecil yang gak pernah kita sadari dan itu penting banget.  abis journaling gua ngelakuin meditasi, dulu biasanya tuh gua ngelakuin meditasi lumayan konsisten terus semenjak kerja tuh pertengahan 2021 jadi males pulang kerja bawaanya pe...

my new challange | day three

  hari ini kayanya gua gaak bikin videonyaa. karena gua mager hehe. jadi nanti guaa taro foto aja sebagaai bukti kalo gua udah ngerjain my new challange. hari ini gua puasa jadi gua abis saur nonton film dulu abis itu tidur bangun-bangun jam setengah dua belas siang.  hari ini bener-bener lagi sensitif banget, apa karena lagi puasa kali ya tapi gak mungkin. denger atau liat cerita-cerita mengahrukan gua nangis. entah lah hari ini gua lagi kenapa.  oh iya, hari ini gua menjalankan tugas my new challange gua itu malam hari karena pagi sampai sore bawaannya lemes gak bisa mikir.  kalo gua paksain buat baca buku dan olahraga otak gua gak mampu mencerna apa yang sedang gua kerjakan gitu. jadi dari pada maksain tapi gua ga ngerasa puas apa yang sedang gua kerjain. jadi, gua tunda sampe buka puasa jadi abis isya gitu gua baru journal, baru meditasi abis itu lanjut baca buku. pas baca buku juga bawaanya pengen nangis padahal isi bukunya self improvment. jujur bingung banget ...