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hello come back with me nisa.. how are you all? is it okay? I swear I'm not fine. I want to tell you a lot, I'm just really tired these two weeks I've been at school for a full day, just imagine. Chasing grades for graduation, I'm already really tired, then I speak up when I say I'm tired like I was being scolded in disdain during the study of the material, I kept quiet.


Now is the time for me to speak to myself. It's like being patient, just a little bit more, how come, be patient, this is for the sake of grades. It's like that and when I'm tired of talking to myself, even though I'm deep in my heart, I'm writing here because blogs have become a medium for my thoughts, basically everything.


And just so you know, I'm still wearing the same clothes as this morning at school, because I came home at 18.00 again. that's also because later on, me and my friends, I finished the presentation at 3 and the situation was about to rain.


I came home late at night because I was waiting for the rain to stop, but it didn't let up, so we played around in the classroom, oh yeah, btw, I'm with Nita, Adha, Ule, Arya, Kiwil, Sultan, if I'm not mistaken, that's all. We take selfies and tell the teacher it's that's the point.


and when it was getting late, my friends asked me to go home, finally, I went home and it turned out that there was me I couldn't pick up and there was one friend of mine, bae bet, who wanted to pick me up HAHAHAHAHAHA we're the same again not fasting. the first photo is of Arya who picks me up...




that's all today. because I haven't showered, haven't prayed and others are still in front of the laptop. clean the body after it sleeps.




bye




keep it up <3




keep it happy <3




greetings dear <3




nisa :)

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