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habis marah ya nulis, BIASALAH




Why is it that I really can't control my emotions, I'm not very mature. If you're annoyed with people, you can only get angry and mumble, oh my god, you're really like a child, huh :(. I was looking for how to control my emotions.


Google always gives the best, yes, the proof is what Google says I'm doing. listen to music, be quiet, take a breath. I'm surprised that the first time Google said counting, counting made you calm down? whats?!


Is it true? Anytime I try when I'm emotional again Hahaha


I'm invited to the beach tomorrow but I don't know what I can do or not, I don't know what to do or not. hmm, maybe my friends so it will be. I'm the one who's hard to please my parents, I can't do anything. I understand, maybe because I'm a girl too, and first.


I'm afraid of being disappointed this time, even though I can also take care of myself, but why can't fathers always trust their children? Is it possible that father used to be lied to by grandfather too?


I don't know, it's just my assumption, I don't know if it's true or not.


and tomorrow if I don't, there are two reasons why I can't come, firstly my mother (grandmother) wants to pick me up, secondly, I don't want to meet people who make me have high hopes. please deh already nisaa you go to sleep it's latent don't stay up late nisa


guys sleep guys tomorrow is even harder to prepare your body, mental and others so you can be strong for tomorrow


see u


nisa<3

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