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Blog tanggal 26/05/21

Today is the first day after graduation, it feels normal, is it because it's still early in the morning, I don't know what it's like in the afternoon. I wish I could get a job right away so I could help my parents. After this, I want my CV in Canva, but I don't think so. I hope my laptop can be made into various things. Oh yeah, I'm arrogant, aren't I? Very arrogant huh?


I was surprised even though I didn't have anything, what should I be proud of, or not? Is it because of my arrogant face, oh my God, if I could ask God to order my face, my face is beautiful, clean, white, cute, my baby face asked for something like that if I could request it, but unfortunately I can't, right, we were born with our strengths and weaknesses?


Do we have the right to comment on what God has given us? Can? Is it fair? I don't know, maybe in Indonesia, it's natural to shame morality, body shape, face, and sometimes the excess can be shaming. I don't know I'm confused. And disclaimer I'm not a saint to write stuff like this.


It's not that I've never shamed people, but I'm in the stage of improving myself. At least if there are people who say about me various things and it's true or not, then I'll just let it be. And why am I discussing this? Because it's so annoying that I'm called arrogant, what am I supposed to do??????????????????


Maybe that person only knows me from the cover, only knows me from some of my caves, that's okay, I also don't want everyone else to have to know how I am, right or not. It's true, we can't control our people, we can only control ourselves if something doesn't feel right. But please, for anyone of you who wants to give advice, tell me, that's it, just let that person know when you're alone with that person, just say it. And for those of you who have only known people for one, two, or three years. Yes, just don't talk about that person. Because old friends don't guarantee that we know that person well.


Thank you for the worries this morning, because it bothers you guys so much that you can't sleep because you're said to be arrogant. Alright you guys are healthy


 


sweet regards


Nisa <3

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