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hello, blog how are you ;) actually, since yesterday I wanted to write but my cellphone died if it wasn't on the charger, so today I wrote it.


and now I'm confused about which story to tell first :') too many, ahh it's just not normal. but there are lessons to be learned.


I want to talk about the swimming pool first. So this is the story in the morning, Mom and Mom are busy cooking for breakfast, if I and my sister, I just sit and watch.


why not help? because at home, mom doesn't know why she always doesn't want to be helped, whether it's not clean or what, whether she wants to see her grandson, isn't tired, I don't know, I'm confused.


long story short, we already ate, we had planned that day to swim for a very long time but it almost didn't happen because of the different swimming places.


I'm the type of person who gets angry if it doesn't go according to my plan. I've been crying, I've been sulking like that HAHAHAHAHA I'm cranky.


then after that, my mom immediately said, okay, ayu, hurry up, who do you want to deliver first? I told my sister first because I wasn't in the mood. Well, in the end, both took the three motorbikes because I was angry and already crying.


it's crazy the roads are like in the mountains, up and down the mountain :') it's really scary. got there CRAZY, very crowded! the name of the place is the aseupan stone for swimming in the middle of the valley, right and left of the mountain.


And just so you know, I'm on the fourth day of my period when I checked at home it wasn't there anymore. eh, it turns out that when I'm in the swimming pool, I'm silent a lot, right?


because it's too busy, afraid of the corona, I'm on my period but in the pool, I don't think I'm menstruating I'm just lazy because the place is crowded so I can't swim freely.


FYI I swam in a new pad just in case. and when I took a shower, the blood just came out with the leftover blood from the swimming pool, I panicked so much that I was afraid of being disturbed by the guard there.


but luckily no.


hopefully not.


oh, but I don't know...


ALREADY HOPE IT'S NOTHING!!!

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