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hello, today is the second day of fasting, and today is the last day of the early fasting holiday too... either tomorrow or when will school go back to deepening the material for the final exam after Eid, that's upk!!! okay, I'm used to going to school in the fasting month but this time it's different.

The last time I went to school at Tunas Bangsa this year was this month, oh no, next month, I'll be the last to go to school because of the UPK exam, right :). I'm writing a lot of material today, I want to tell you a lot and there are lots of lessons that can be taken, I'm just too lazy to open the journal again, have to open the HVS paper again because of the writing material is there.

okay, next time ok (⊃。•́‿•̀。)⊃

Now I want to tell you about my daily fasting. I am very grateful this year that I can get the start of fasting because last year I always had my period early. and what I'm more grateful for is that I can still be with my family, open with my mother and my friends, even though my father comes home from work at night and only meets sahur, it's okay, I'm thankful.

because I don't know what will happen next year, I hope it goes according to plan, amen.

I started fasting yesterday, as usual, I woke up at 2 am watching western movies, what's important is western and I can learn English while praying tonight after that, which I never do on normal days or months because the temptation is heavy. don't you think so? do you feel like that too?

After that sahur, SubhanAllah, it's beautiful, it's very rare, isn't it, sahur with family only once a year in the month of Ramadan. and in my opinion, the vibes of the month of Ramadan this year don't feel like it's because of the pandemic this time... and this is already the second year of the pandemic living in our beloved country, Indonesia. Hopefully next month or next year it won't be there, amen.

One thing that makes me sad this year. I've lost another one of my uncles') I'm so sad that this uncle of mine is a role model, he taught me a lot of things in this world and as long as he lives. He never spoke harshly to me or my friends. And why did I always say "I'm very grateful this year" because we can't predict the presence of a person when he comes or when he leaves. and if we make a mistake, it's fine. May your deeds of worship be accepted by Allah and all good deeds will accompany you in heaven, amen.

btw I haven't slept since after sahur I want to sleep first, bye.

Happy fasting day two yaa. cheer up

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