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I feel like I'm being watched by the same man HAHAHA





Today is the third day of my period in the month of fasting, I swear, oh my god, it's not very good, my period is weaker than fasting. If fasting has a purpose, so I don't eat, I don't eat because I have stomach pain so I can't sit down and I can't help but cry a little. not stupid!! but it hurts :')

I want to tell you, what class was it, I forgot, so it was time to study. I remember Monday wearing white clothes when I was studying and changing lesson hours. If I'm not mistaken, I got up from sitting down and asked for help, my friend, "Did it leak?"

 they not playing leak nauzubillah BGT WKWKKWKWKW AND THERE I was told to go home until my friends took me home to change my skirt because blood was everywhere
god.

no wonder I said it was really hot, then when you're PMS, it's like you're already in one position, just one position when you move, where is the blood? Well, finally I went home, I changed the set when I wanted to go home, it turned out that all the people didn't realize that I was leaking again!!! luckily it's ashes" and I covered it with a bag like that. And that's the position it's late in the afternoon yawn.

And there's one more story, so if I'm not mistaken, I was in 8th grade, so it's only the first day of my period and I'm still studying English, I swear, I swear I'm not strong enough, said my male friend who was sitting in front told me why are you so pale? then I said huh? Is that's true?

Well, I got used to it, then after a long time, I felt like it was getting more and more into my chest to the pit of my heart, then suddenly my eyes went dark and I remembered that I was carrying my head, I was carrying it, wow, I'm with my seatmate Amell, hello Amell <3 ah forgot about him awwwwwwwww
Until that UKS my eyes are closed but I hear people say it's really loud

until I was given medicine to the uks, I don't know what medicine is the same as tea and then my stomach is rubbed "with who, forget it. I fell asleep until I wanted to go home hahaha so I just went to school and just laughed out loud!!!!
because when you are awake, everything goes wrong, lying on your back is sick, your stomach hurts, your side hurts, sitting, let alone lying down, it's all wrong and I had time to think if someone who is sick is about to give birth, how does it feel?

all the people say it's more than menstruating sick people SAY I don't know I haven't felt it yet HAHAHAHAHA. and I'm annoyed when a guy says "hey it's really stupid" "Lalah most of the time it's gone, what's wrong with that" "halah that's a girl, it's too much" eh, you're making a lot of noise, wkwkkwkw joking now, do you want to get circumcised every month?! isn't it anjer!!


That's all for today, bye.
Happy fasting for those who run it hehe
if not then you don't have to

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