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I hope this is our last news in the fifth year. already yes I'm tired you're not tired why? here I realize I was wrong you've tried to do better but I can not you also understand my position. five years already huh?

Honestly, if you ask me, do you still love me? yes dear, very dear. you just can't understand? when two hearts find a way to anchor and maybe that time has expired. can't already.

understand.

you are late, why last year the fourth year it turned out that my parents advised you and you left! you just want to explain I'm not a psychic, I'm not a shaman or even I'm not a god who knows what's in your head and heart.

I'm human, I have feelings and these feelings already don't know what kind of shape it is, anyways I love you not because of your wallet or your good status. I just need your proof.

This message does not contain what is implied, and it is written in Indonesian. do you still don't understand, the reason I left you is that you have no clarity from years ago. I swear I'm not tired if I explain it until I become president, it's also not rich.

OK, thank you for blocking WhatsUp. makes it easy for me to move on.

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