Langsung ke konten utama

i hope u feel what i felt


.✿.✿.✿.✿.✿.✿.✿.✿.✿.✿.✿.✿.✿.✿.✿.✿.✿
hello back again with cave nisa this time I realize today god good god show you what you are like. it's still about the usual caves in ghosting the boss and then there's something new.

My behavior is childish but I promise this is the last time I'm like this. I will tell all my friends, yes what I think is a friend. about your asshole behavior in the cave.

You don't play games with me R don't think that I love you, I love you. yes, only one-sided ;). You treat me like you want... you just go away, you take pictures with girls everywhere and let you know if you don't.

we're not dating.
what is the meaning of the word "I want to hug you" "unfortunately it's far away" right?
God is so good to me. God doesn't want me to continue with you.

I am aware that in our opinion the best is sometimes in the eyes of God, it is not good and as a result, it is now being shown. It's okay I swear it's okay I have God. Allah is turning hearts.

I'll see I'm already successful, beg you to see me later!.

I do love you but I let you go because I know you are happier with him. and that's enough for me ;)
goodbye crush from high school



self-reminder

those who haven't, go through
already, absorb
who go, go
coming, selection
Don't stand still, time won't turn to the left.

Komentar

Posting Komentar

Postingan populer dari blog ini

dream big, pray bigger.

hello, I'm back with me, nisa, yes, it's been a long time since I wrote. In February this year, Masha Allah, I have a very busy schedule, I'm just like an artist, hahaha. Yes, it's tight with today's practice exam schedule for practice exam videos + study for tomorrow's exam and so on until tomorrow is the last chemistry practice exam, please pray for me that my exam will go smoothly tomorrow Amen And now I'm just about to write again. I want to tell you a little story about what I'm going through I'm confused about where to start the story. because it concerns my future see. So from the beginning, I was insecure when I saw my friends join, even the list of names was included in the eligible snmptn students while I didn't participate, the list or even my name was not included in the eligible students. You know what I feel, soo, I must be sad, I cry, I'm grumpy, I'm in a bad mood again. I don't think there's any spirit ...
Posting Komentar
Baca selengkapnya

My new Challange | Day one

halo kembali lagi sama gue. hohoii hari ini hari pertama gua ngejalanin my new challange. rasanya campur aduk banget. sebenernya tuh ini biasa gua lakuin cuma. jarang-jarang gitu. nanti gua jalanin entar engga gitu. jadi sekarang mau gua jadi my routine semoga aja konsisten dan jadi my routine. aamiin  tadi pagi gua pertama ngejalanin baca buku 10 lembar. nah biasanya gua awal-awal tuh 5 lembar abis itu bertahap satu bab / hari. eh lama kelamaan bosen jadi sehari lebih baik 10 lembar aja. gak banyak gak dikit tapi cukup menantang.  setelah itu gua journaling, awal tahun 2022 gua rajin journaling sampe akhir bulan januari. eh makin kesini rasanya males jadi gua mau memulai lagi, karena setelah journaling tu makin makin bersyukur sama hal-hal kecil yang gak pernah kita sadari dan itu penting banget.  abis journaling gua ngelakuin meditasi, dulu biasanya tuh gua ngelakuin meditasi lumayan konsisten terus semenjak kerja tuh pertengahan 2021 jadi males pulang kerja bawaanya pe...
Posting Komentar
Baca selengkapnya

my new challange | day three

  hari ini kayanya gua gaak bikin videonyaa. karena gua mager hehe. jadi nanti guaa taro foto aja sebagaai bukti kalo gua udah ngerjain my new challange. hari ini gua puasa jadi gua abis saur nonton film dulu abis itu tidur bangun-bangun jam setengah dua belas siang.  hari ini bener-bener lagi sensitif banget, apa karena lagi puasa kali ya tapi gak mungkin. denger atau liat cerita-cerita mengahrukan gua nangis. entah lah hari ini gua lagi kenapa.  oh iya, hari ini gua menjalankan tugas my new challange gua itu malam hari karena pagi sampai sore bawaannya lemes gak bisa mikir.  kalo gua paksain buat baca buku dan olahraga otak gua gak mampu mencerna apa yang sedang gua kerjakan gitu. jadi dari pada maksain tapi gua ga ngerasa puas apa yang sedang gua kerjain. jadi, gua tunda sampe buka puasa jadi abis isya gitu gua baru journal, baru meditasi abis itu lanjut baca buku. pas baca buku juga bawaanya pengen nangis padahal isi bukunya self improvment. jujur bingung banget ...
Posting Komentar
Baca selengkapnya