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about worrying today


today is the bad day, even though in fact today i have plan well of the night. but, there is only that mood down. in fact today i'm so lazy study. i'm so lazy because the firts reason is.. 


From last Friday afternoon I was very busy because I helped my mother bake cakes until Saturday afternoon. plus my cellphone is broken the battery is swollen i am very worried and afraid to put it on.

and the most irritating thing the thing that bothered my parents the most, especially my mother who blamed me for playing on the phone too long watch drakor, mostly movies and anything mom said. 


my mom doesn't know if i study and not only to watch drakor or film. I joined several courses and webinars, and my mom said I can just cry. because I'm so tired and don't want to fight my mother.

and tomorrow i exam plus there must be someone confused. I really want to transfer all the data to the laptop, i'm so confused. i'm so scared my phone will's broken. i must for study to exam and anything.

 continue i must to study for scholarship, continue to learn for languages ​​and much more. plus I also need  holiday. and yeah, i like to watch movie and drakor the point is i really like watching movies but, my phone is not support to do that. especially watching to study I'm afraid to use it.

so, when I use the charger, I immediately turn it off the phone, to study with the sultan. and after that I write on the blog about to i feel. and I am very confused on the one hand I have to learn on the one hand my cellphone is broken.

God please help me for search solution :) hopefully, my cell phone not broken. aamiin











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