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February five two thousand twenty-one

Today my brain doesn't stop thinking from waking up until going to sleep. I read a book in the morning to increase my knowledge and broaden my horizons. Then I continued shopping to make videos for the English practice exam, the shopping was just buying bananas and yogurt, the rest of the ingredients and tools were already at home.

After shopping, I watched the Korean drama for a while, True Beauty Episode 15. After that, my mom asked me to accompany her to my school to take my exam card for Monday.

coming home from school, I help my mom open a shop, yes, my mom has a grilled sausage shop, etc. I used to do my job tidying up plates, cutting dumplings, and much more.

after that, you know?! I continue to make English practice exam videos. I took it myself at first, eh, I came and helped but I just helped hold the book but it helped me hehehe.

Just imagine that I'm majoring in health analysis but I was told to make a practical exam video, and it's not just English subjects that were told to make videos, there are still many more subjects who were told to make practical exam videos.

I, the child, really ignore the world of per-internet. So I'm playing around with my brain, what should I do, I can't keep asking my friends to edit, I'm sure they're also busy with their respective videos. Finally, I'm looking for it on Playstore, YouTube, Google. It's time to get here, more work. everything is there from the most complicated to the easiest. You know I would have chosen the easier one.

that is the kinemaster app wkwkwkwk. At first, I didn't understand how to use Kinemaster at all, finally, I opened YouTube, and yeah, there's an aesthetic video editing tutorial. Finally, I tried and I can wkwkwkwkwk. It's not that fast, I studied for a day first, Subhanallah, I just learned the app for a day, can't I just laugh at it.

I studied the day before I made a practice exam video. and this afternoon I tried to make it with a video that I made. the result is pretty good 

I finished making the video for the English practice exam at 14:00, then I prayed and continued editing until 14:49. I was already panicking because I had a webinar with outsiders at 15:00.  it's also good, it turns out that the zoom room is with great people. I'm a bit inferior, I feel like the most stupid. however, the cave there realized that my abilities were not like them-they I had to learn more. I have to be like them!

it's really fun to know the point. Even though I don't understand it, I understand it in translation too hehe, and ask a friend. but the vibes are bad, it's really good to be in the same room with great people.

After that, I continued to do the IELS test simulation because I wanted to study abroad. I have to be able, I have to learn, I have to be great for myself and my parents.

advanced

Can you imagine my brain, my body, thinking is moving? I'm tired, but thanks to you, I got a lot of knowledge today on the fifth of February, two thousand and twenty-one and I like it. Turns out I like routine. However, be careful that routines can get boring if we don't manage them when they are saturated.

After that I continue to write a blog, yes this is what I'm writing. one thing that I like to bring out is all the things that are in my mind and my heart. I feel like it's just like that, it's easy to feel like there's nothing to think about anymore if we write and take out all the burdens in our hearts and brains.

Oh yes, please pray for me, Monday, I have a practical exam, I hope that the grades and results of my practical work will satisfy the teachers and get good grades or the best, amen.

Thank you for reading this long vent session, don't be bored, until we meet again, see u









warm regards Annisa <3

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