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one February
twenty Twenty-one
09:00


Have you ever been asked by your crush 'who are you close with now?' So all this time, we chatted until morning, on the phone even though it wasn't for hours like people. continue VC, exchange ideas, what is he considered?

oh yeah, we're just friends.

I'm confused about what to answer, and finally, I answered and extend the chat, 'I'm not close to anyone anymore' and you know what he replied?

'with me or not?'

what are you doing asking if we feel close, dear, fortunately, dear?
ohh maybe to be sure. but it's weird to make sure in his way

it's okay, it's okay, honey, so you have to be patient.
But, if you think about it because strangely enough, I love that what other people don't have is in him.

I hope it doesn't disappear, yes, the crush continues to be sensitive.
Good morning

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