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proses sederhana


Hello, I'm back with Nisa, so this time I want to tell you a simple process or you could say the beginning of why I made this short story at the beginning of two thousand and twenty-one and why not from the beginning.

So at first, I wrote short stories inspired by someone. I like someone, someone I used to like when I was in middle school. he came back with new colors, new things in the new year.

Getting to know him made me able to find myself in another cave, I learned new things and was able to express my heart and brain by writing short stories about him, of course.

but every short story will have a different name, but the character and character of the character are still him.

He's the one I'll write about later and so on, I don't know yet, I don't even have the intention to tell him that he's writing in my part of my life (this blog), please tell me, will he like it if I write his name on my blog, I don't know. I don't want to tell him first.

why not just say it right away?
I can't, I can't express my feelings first because I'm afraid, afraid that the answer won't match my expectations. I'm afraid he'll leave, I'm afraid he's disgusting because I like him, I'm afraid he'll hate me, etc.

I can't convey this feeling to the owner.



 



don't forget to read my first short story, hope you like it see you


 


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