setelah kepergianmu

after you left

I realized

I can't be away from you

because.

you miss me

you are my laugh

you are my rainbow

you are my twilight

you are my morning sun

you are my rain

you are my home

you are my world

because you are my friend.

wish you the best and

God is good. God knows what

wanted by his people.

now you know why I like you?

because you managed to make me rise from everything that made me fall into the dark hole and you managed to take me from that dark hole

and stupidly I just realized this feeling

this feeling exists because of you

used to be present.

this feeling exists because it's you

this feeling exists because you've been willing to wait for me for four years

This feeling exists because you make this feeling alive again because it was turned off by the perpetrator of the past

four years is not a short time

Time does have a million memories and events, events that will never happen and they happen to us.

I love you

even though you wouldn't have done otherwise, and I know that I've loved you for a long time

Thank you for always being there not forever being. -ca-

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