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Why have I had high expectations all this time? even though I know you will not return, but I continue to hope in the empty hope that was given by you a week ago and even from three years ago. I just realized that I'm not the only house that you stop.

Thank you for stopping by and being a guest, not a guest. but what difference does it make if the guest and the innkeeper he will come back as he pleases and go as he pleases like you and always will.

thank you for making this lonely house cheerful, the quiet one filled with laughter, the dark one illuminated by your light, what was once only one color has now turned into a thousand colors and it's all temporary, now your house that you've been in is back to being lonely, silent and dark even I have transformed into a lonely pile.

No problem,

Maybe that's the process. I am grateful that I have found a great person who makes silence into laughter and then back to loneliness. Is that your talent? No problem

I can only have you in my heart.

If, you come to visit again, will this heart accept it again or not? I don't know, only time will tell. -ca-

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