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prioritas.





Today we do not exchange news
Are you busy or am I too diligent to wait for you?

You must know which priorities are not. I don't need to tell you anymore, you already know which one you think is important in your life.

what am I?
I'm not something you can just use and throw away when you're bored.

Am I important or not?
If I don't matter why did you start this relationship and it's as if I wanted it from the start.

Continue or end?
This relationship started huh?
This relationship that you want, doesn't mean I don't love you but your attitude makes me doubt if you love me.
This relationship is in your direction, I will not force you to go or vice versa. I will accept
Because I think making you happy is number one in my life.

If you get bored just say so. I'll fix my attitude that you don't like or whatever. But if you're bored because there's something more interesting than me it's just a lie. It's okay I know you want that.
Please just go I won't hold your hand anymore

Goodbye. -ca-

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